Saturday, June 16, 2007
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-13:17
Changed my skin for a new start after my taiwan trip. Now i'm so confused as to what i'm go to do in the future? Should i choose something that i like but the salary is not very high or should i do something that i don't really like but i have that aptitude for it? Is the thought out of randomness or is it something i reallly want. When i start to think of it, its kinda random but i like it. Like going to taiwan i did it out of randomness and everything was a rush and i didn't get to go with my friends but i really love that trip. Its so refreshing and when i thought that taking a plane alone is scary and lonely, it isn't. It made me realise that i can survive alone, just that it will not be as fun. But i experience a different experience, a feeling that i have never had before? Does that conclude that my rash decision is right? That all the rash decisions i made is something that i will enjoy? However, i must agree that the decision to taiwan is right, cause that is the first time i'm so independent. The first time i have enough courage to call a travel agent ( people who know me well enough knows that i'm afraid of calling someone i don't know ), the first time i comfirm such a big decision by myself, the 1st time i transfer the money, exchange money and the whole process of booking the flight is done by myself. When i look back now i am really suprised that i am able to do that. And i am able to take a plane myself and also find my way alone in a foreign country. Its a great improvement cause i've never been to the movies alone, i like company. So the rash decision sort of like let me discover what i have inside me, that i never knew i have that side of me. Coming to think of that, i'm so proud of myself ( self-praising )
the only constant is change.